~hMm~

hAiZ~ duNo wAd iSsiT tt i'm fEeLinG eXactLy nW.. diSaPpointmEnt? aNticipAtioN? hMm.. n SoMe wiErD fEeLiNgS whiCh i cNoT idEntiFy wiF.. bT.. i duN Lyt hiM.. tt i'M beRi pOsitiVe.. coZ hiS nT tt iMpT 2 mE.. ThoUgh hiS SmiLe Do bRighTeN mY dAe.. bT SiNcE e StArt i onLi ToT hiS CuTe n i StiLL onLi tinK So.. hMm.. n tiLL nW wE hAbEn hAd a SingLe pRoPeR CoNveRsAtiOn duE 2 diS n tt, tt n diS.. hMm.. n oH! mY fReN's hP gT StoLen yEsT @ e mRt StAtioN.. So ScArY.. ShE juZ fiN taKinG a caLL wEn e tRaiN cAmE.. So nAtuRaLLy ShE kPt hEr foNe.. dEn a maLaY gUy bUmPeD iNto hEr fRm e bAcK.. n ShE StuMbLed iNto e tRaiN.. dEn rEaLisE hEr fOnE GoNe.. sO iMmEdiAteLy wE aLighTed e tRaiN n tRiEd 2 SpOt e thiEf.. bT cLdnT fiNd in e eNd.. n 2 tink tt 3 dAez aGo tt sAmE fReN juZ ToLd mE ShE gT a SuddEn uRgE 2 CoPy dWn aLL e nUmbErS iN hEr fOnE coZ ShE hAd a fEeLiNg shE wiLL LoSe iT.. So ScArY!! n 2 tinK iTs aT doBy ghAut mRt StAtioN!! *gAsPs!!* ScArY! So 2 aLL hU hAppEneD 2 c diS.. tK gD gD cArE oF uR StuFf aRnD cRoWdS.. juZ iN cAsE SoMe faRniE ppL tRy tRiCkS oN u..

29th mAy

WoOoOo~ hoLs iS hErE.. bT 4 uS.. iTs nT rEaLLie 1.. hAftA StuDy 4 miD yR.. bT i guEsS aT LeAst wE wiLL b abLe 2 tK a brEaK n StuDy aT our oWn pAcE.. hMm.. miTinG uP wiF fReNz duRinG hoLs oSo.. hMm.. HoPefuLLy e hoLs wiLL b a fuLfiLLinG 1.. hMm.. dEn yEsT wE hAd a cArEeR SeM ToKe.. dEn i SiGn uP 4 e biZ ToKe.. e 2nD PaRt oF e ToKe iSh MoRe iNteReSting.. n e LaDy SpEakEr iSh SuPeR cOoL!! ShE's So StyLe LoRz.. iN tErMs oF chArAcTeR tt iSh.. n hEr pErSistEncE n wAy oF DoiNg tinGs iSh iMprEsSiVe.. DoiNg wAdEvA ShE Lyt wiThOut aNi rEgReTs wEn ShE LooK bAcK aT e tiNgs ShE diD.. n hEr cRaPPiNg SkiLLs n e wAy iN whiCh ShE LuRvE 2 ToKe 2 ppL n iNtErAcT wiF dEm.. thRu diS, ShE LeArNt aLot.. oSo ShE LeArNt aLot oF tiNgs oN e SpoT fRm hEr jObS n e wAy ShE c uNfAmiLiaR StuFf aS chaLLeNginG n hEr aNiHoW duN cArE juZ tRy attituDe.. So CooL!!

bRiTnEy SpeArS - eVeRytiMe

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...

22nD mAy @ niTe

hMm.. So boReD.. cAmE onLinE aGaiN.. wAitiNg 4 SoMeboDy'S rEpLy.. duNo hE wiLL add mE iN mSn aNt.. hMmz.. So boReD.. n e wEaThEr iSh So hOt.. mB tmL Go SwiMmiNg oR Sth.. c gT tYm aNt.. dEn mOn n tuEs hAftA StAy bAcK 4 chEerLeAdiNg pRaCticE.. wEd gT SpoRtS mEeT.. dEn hAftA cHeEr oN tt dAe.. HoPefuLLy eVeRytinK wiLL Go fiNe n i wiLL b abLe 2 rEm aLL e StEpS n LeArn iT fAsT.. wAds MoRe i diN rEaLLie tRy chEerLeAdiNg b4.. hmm.. hArD 2 beLievE? bT yAhz LaRz.. LaSt tYm mY Sch diN hAf e chEeRiNg CuLtuRe.. hMm.. So eVeN ThoUgh wE diD hAf iNtEr hSe chEeriNg CompEtitiOn i diN jOin.. Coz mY WhoLe cLz SpLiT inTo difFeReNt hOuSeS.. dEn MoSt oF dEm iN ScoRpioN.. n wAdS MoRe hSe SyStEm onLi StaRtEd iN sEc 3.. So iRritAtiNg.. hmpH! bLeSs mE!! bUddHa LuRvEs mE! >_<

22nD mAy

wOohOo~ i'M boReD.. bT dEn i'M aLmoSt aLwAez boReD RitE? hmm.. duNo.. wAhahaZz.. SaW hiM yeSt aftEr Sch iN e cAntEen.. hAhaZz.. dEn yAhz.. hE waLkEd pAsT oUr tabLe, SaW mE dEn SmiLeD aT mE.. wAhahAzZ.. dEn Sj SaE i gT a beRi CutE xpReSsioN wEn i SmiLe bAcK aT hiM.. pEnGz.. iS tt SuPpoSeD 2 b gD oR bAd? wAhahAzZ.. hMm.. n tt tOoPiD aSshoLe oF a gUy.. u bEtA StoP buGgiNg mE i teL u.. iRritAtiNg bUgGeR! n yEs! uR iNdEeD bEhAviNg Lyt aN iDioT.. n uR MoSt weLc 4 mY inFoRminG u oF uR StuDpiditY.. fuRthErMoRe uR wAy oF mAkiNg eVeRytinK SoUnd Lyt mY fAuLt n teLLinG mE tt i'M mAkiNg u aCt Lyt aN iDioT 2 mK mE fEeL GuiLty oR wAdevA ShiT iS nT uSefuL oKaYz.. gEt diS cLeAr, i duN SympAthiSe LoSeRs!! i Lyt gUyz wiF hiGhEr iQ dEn tt oF uRs! n StoP aPpeAriNg iN fRt oF mE iN Sch.. uR pReSeNcE doEsnT bRighTeN mY dAe.. iT onLi woRsEns iT.. n iF u eVa HoPe tt i wiLL NoticE u n SaE hiE, u cAn 4gEt iT! i mGt NoTicE u.. bT tt'S onLi Coz uR aN eYeSoRe.. n i'M dEfiNiteLy nT gg 2 SaE hiE 2 u.. i cAn SaE hiE 2 aLL e StRaNgErS iN e WorLd bT i'M nB GoNnA SaE hiE 2 u.. u cAn 4gEt aBt ToKiNg 2 mE eithEr.. i wuNt boTheR wiF u.. GET DIS CLEAR iDIOT! n ShUt uP!

19th mAy 04

wAhAhAzZ~! 2dAe hAd LeArNinG JouRnEy.. wEnT nEw wAteR tReAtmEnT pLaNt.. dEn.. hMm.. hAhaZz.. gT mAni iNtEreStiNg tinGs whiCh hAppEneD.. wAhahAzZ.. SO fuN! hAhaZz.. bT! tmL gT mAthS tEsT! hAiz~ XiAnZ.. pEnGz..

15th mAy 04

hMm.. SaT NiTe.. n i'M StuCk aT hM.. So boRiNg.. wAh!! boReD!! dEn e weAthEr iSh So HoT SoMeMoRe.. mK mE fEeL So sLeEpY.. n dErEs StiLL a WhoLe tRuCk LoAd oF hW wAitiNg 4 mE.. So hOt.. mB tmL ShLd Go SwiMmiNg.. wAhZz.. hAhaZz.. juZ rEaD mY hoRoScoPe fRm e mAg.. dEn e hoRoScoPe foReCaSt oR wAdeVa itS caLL SoUndS 2 gD 2 b tRuE.. bT So fAr e 1st 2 pArtS r SoMehOw tRuE.. aS 4 e LaSt pArT.. SeEmS aBit iMpoSsibLe.. itS pReDictEd 4 e pErioD fRm 12th mAy to 18th mAy.. aNw.. wAdS wRittEn oN e mAg goEs Lyt diS, " gT 2 NoE SoMeoNe hU cAn CoNnEct wiF u SpiRituaLLy n pHySicaLLy.. 4 SaGgiS hU r SiNgLe, wiLL Lyt ConVeRSinG wiF dEm, Lyt beFriEndiNg dEm n faLL iN LuRvE wiF dEm.. aLL thEsE hAppEnS veRi QuiCkLy n iF uR wiLLiNg, e reLatiOnShiP cAn pRogReSs fuRthEr.. diScuSs uR e fuTuRe oF BoTh pArtiEs weLL aFtEr e iNitiaL StAgE oF pAsSioNatE LuRvE.." eH.. diS iSh e bEz i cAn tRaNsLatE tHoUgh.. coZ iTs pUbLiShEd iN e cHi mAg.. wAHahAzz.. oKaYz.. yAhz i diD mEt a nEw fReN.. So i Lyt ToKiNg 2 hiM.. n HoPe 2 toKe 2 hiM MoRe.. n i Lyt befRiEndiNg hIm 2.. bT i duN tiNk e LaSt pArt iSh tRuE ThoUgH.. So iMpOSsibLe.. hAhAzZ..

14th mAy

hAd Syf dRaMa oN 13th mAy, tHuRs.. dEn eVeRytinK wEnT SmOothLy n eVeRytinK wAs gg rAthEr weLL.. dEn aftEr tt wE wEnT PS 2 wAtcH tRoY.. CouRteSy oF oUr dRaMa tEaChErS.. iTs RathEr niCe aCtuaLLi.. bT bRaD Pitt diEd!! *sObZ* hMm.. 2dAe nUtinK mUcH hApPeNeD.. fRi iSh aLwaEz a dAe oF RoUntinE.. NutinK oF mUcH biG fuSs.. uSuaLLy thUrS iSh e MoRe hAppEniNg dAe coZ gT CoMmOn LuNcH, LeCtuReS & cT.. dEn MoSt oF e tYm cT wiLL b heLd aS a WhoLe CohoRt kiNd oF tinG.. hMm.. tmL StiLL gT Gp LeCt.. dEn hAftA Do CoMprEs.. XiAnZ..

11th mAy

hMm.. So iRritAtEd bY e HoT wEathEr 2dAe.. n.. hMm.. nB c.. hMm.. aRgH! wAhAhaZz.. n i tinK tt gUyZ hU aSk geRz 2 CoNsidEr dEm wEn dEy r StiLL attAchEd r rEaLLie jeRkS LaRz.. uR nT bEing e LeAst biT SincErE, iTs nT beRi nicE 2 Do tt, n iTs SuPeR uNfAiR 2 uR gF LoRz.. eSpEciaLLy wEn uR gF LuRvE u So mUcH.. aSshoLe!! SO!! Do Sth aBt uR aWkwArd StAtuS b4 u oPeN uR MoUtH LaRz 4 gDneSs SaKe..

8th mAy

2dAe hAd coLLegE dAe.. dEn it wAs RathEr intErEsting.. hAhaZz.. yAhz.. dEn hE cAmE n TokE 2 mE.. n BoUghT aLL e bRoWnieS fRm mE.. coZ i wAs waLkiNg aRnd seLLing e bRoWniEs.. dEn wAs SicK oF hoLdinG iT n tAkiNg SuCh a Long tYm 2 fiN SeLLing eVeRytinK.. dEn hAftA RuSh oFf 4 SpEech dAe.. dEn hE wAs StANdinG nEaR mE.. dEn hE waLk oVeR n bOugHt aLL fRm mE.. hAhaZz.. n sAiD bYe 2 mE 2.. n hE rEm mY nAmE! hAhaZz..

wAh! wAds wRoNg wiF my ToOpid CoMp? duN teL mE i gT e SaSsEr woRm! i duN wAnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!! aLL e pRoGs r hAngiNg oN mE.. So iRritAting.. mY CoMp hAs aLreAdy eMbArkEd oN haLf e JoUrnEy 2 Commit SucidE.. hAiZ~

7tH mAy >_<

wAhaHahAzZz!! tmL wE hAving CoLLeGe dAe CuM hM CuMiNg!! So XcitEd!! bEeN a LoNg tYm SincE mY Sch LaSt hAd hM CuMiNg.. LaSt tYm iN sEc ScH hM CuMiNg iS SuPeR hApPeNiNg LoRz! hAhaZz.. fuN! *xCitEd XcitEd* hAhaZz.. duNo wAd wiLL hApPeNeD tmL.. hAhaZz.. duNo wAd ToOpid tiNgS wiLL hApPeNeD tmL.. hAhaZz.. StAyeD iN Sch tiLL 5+ 2dAe.. dEn pRaCticaLLy eVeRybOdy'S pRepAriNg 4 tmL's hM CuMiNg.. hAhaZz.. dEn iTs SO hApPeNinG!! wiF e mUsiC n eVeRytinK pLAyiNg.. n dEy hAbEn eVeN StArtEd bLaStiNg iT n u cAn aLrEaDy fEeL e atMoSphErE??! hAhaZz.. intErEstiNg.. dEn oUr cLz gT e hiGhEsT biD 4 duNkiNg nG kiM tEcK.. hAhaZz.. So FuN!! cAnT wAiT 4 tmL 2 cUm.. hMm.. iNtErEstiNg!! >_<

7th mAy 04

wAhahAhAZz!!! tmL hAviNg coLLeGe dAe! i'M So XcitEd! hAhaZz.. *xCitEd XcitEd* duNo wAd wiLL hApPenD.. dEn 2dAe StAyEd iN Sch tiLL 5+ dEn wEnT oFf.. dEn e Sch wAs Lyt So hAppEniNg?? hAhaZz.. So fuN! i'M Lyt totaLLy aNitiCipAtiNg tmL nW?! hAhaZz.. hMm.. hAhAzZ.. tmL ShLd b intErEstiNg.. hmm.. furthEr MoRe oUr cLz mAnAgEd 2 ToP e biD 4 duNkiNg mR nG kim tEcK.. hAhaZz.. hMm.. intErEstiNg.. hAhaZz.. >_<

~6tH mAy 04~

wEeEeEeEee!!~~
wAhahAzZ!! 2dAe beRi hApPiE!! hAhaZz.. aLthOuGh aBiT eMbaRraSsiNg.. oR RatHeR beRi eMbaRraSsiNg.. bT iTs So fuN! n i'M So hApPiE! hAhaZz..

6th mAy 2o04

wEeEeeEeEe~~~
2dAe dRaMa wAs DoNe iN a sLightLy diffErEnt wAy.. wE hAd gAmEs.. bT nT e uSuaL boRinG StuFf wE uSuaLLy Do.. diS tYm.. wE plaYed rEaL aCtivE gAmeS iN e oLd cAntEeN!! wAhHhhhH!! So ShiOk! pLaYeD cApt baLL.. dEn iNitiaLLy wAs pLaYing aGaiNst ppL fRm our cLuB.. dEn eL dEbAte SociEty cAmE n jOiN uS.. dEn yAhz.. fRiEndLy CoMpEtitiOn n eVeRytiNk.. bT dErEs 1 SuPer CoCkY dEfEnder.. i wAs bLoCkiNg hiM.. dEn wAs So iRritAteD bY hiM i feLt Lyt SmAckiNg hiM.. hAhaZz.. dEn wE pLayEd fRm 4.30 To 7+ wEn iT bCaMe So DaRk wE cLdnt rEaLLie c n hAd 2 LeAvE.. hAhaZz.. dEn wE StAyed bEhinD.. kiCk SoccEr.. pLayEd cApt baLL n eVeRytinK.. dEn LinLi, RamZi, hAsiF n mE wEnT 4 bRiSk WaLkiNg aT e tRaCk.. dEn wE weRe SaShAying aRnD.. So fArNiE.. hAHaZz.. dEn gAvE e LeftoVer piZzaS wE oRdEreD 2 e RugbY gUyz.. dEn giDeOn n aDaM Sat at e gRaNdStAnD LooKing aT uS.. dEn fiN bRiSk waLkiNg, WaLkiNg bAckwArds n aLL cRaP wE cLd Tot oF.. wEnT bAcK 2 wHeRe giD n aDaM wErE aT n StArtEd chAttiNg.. dEn i wAs ScaRiNg aDaM wiF aLL e hoRrid dEscRipTions oF aCciDenTs whiCh hAppEneD aT iCe SkAting RiNkS whErE e kNifE oN e ShoE cuT e hAndS oF thoSe hU wErE unLuCky eNuFf 2 LaNd iN e wAy.. hE wAs So gRoSs oUt n cRinchiNg.. hAhaZz.. So faRniE.. n!! giD DuNo HoW 2 CycLe!!! hAhaZz!! So fArniE.. Coz a fEw gUyz wErE cycLiNg tWds uS.. dEn i wAs Lyt, " biKe!! Do i NoE dEm? iF NoE cAn boRroW!!" dEn giD StArtEd SaYinG tt hE wAn 2 LeArN CycLiNg.. n aSk iF aNiboDy 2 tEaCh hiM.. dEn mE, RaMzi, HaSif n LinLi iMmEdiAteLy tuRneD n SaiD, " u DuNo HoW 2 CycLe??!!!" hAHaZz.. aLL aT e SaMe tYm LoRz.. So faRniE.. wAhAhA~ dEn wE diScuSs pLaNs 4 e cLuB oUtiNg aFtEr SyF.. Lyt StUdy ChaLeTs dEn cAn Go SwiMmiNg iN e middLe oF e NitE.. dEn Go oUting oN oFficiaL cCa dAe, cAmp SoMewhErE iN Sch etC eTc.. hAhAzz.. rEaLLie njOy mYseLf 2dAe mAn!~ hAhaZz.. p/s: SoRriE giD 4 XpoSing u.. hAhaZz.. So faRniE!! >_<

~3rD mAy~

hMm.. fEeL beRi bAd.. bT.. hMm.. nT beRi niCE 2 CoNtd aVoiDing hiS qNs eiThEr.. hMm.. bT.. i guEsS wE mEt aT e wRoNg tYm.. n pLaCe.. n.. n.. i duNo.. aM i aSkiNg 2 mUcH 4 uS 2 rEmAin fReNz? hMm.. i mEaN.. hiS.. a beRi gD fReN.. hMm.. bT..

~SyF ReHeArSaL aT cHi hiGh~

wOoHoO~ 2dAe wEnT cHi hiGh 4 SyF ReHeArsaL.. dEn.. aBit SuA gU bT dEiR Sch iS So niCe n biG.. iT LoOkS MoRe Lyt a toUriSt attRactiOn iNstEad oF a Sch 2 mE LoRz.. hAhAzZ.. aNw.. wE wEnT thEir dRaMa bLdg 4 e RehEarSaL.. Syf SuPpoSed 2 b heLd dErE.. dEn e bAckStaGe wAs Lyt So CooL! iTs gT pLeNty oF SpaCe, a fEw StoRieS hiGh n CoUntLeSs LiGhtS.. n dEy eVeN hAd a MoVabLe ScrEen.. iT aLL LoOkS So pRofEssionaL.. dEn wE rEhEarSe 4 2 hRs.. dEn wAs pLaYinG n goSsiPinG wiF e cAst.. hAhaZz.. So fArniE.. dEn wEnT bAck 2 nY 2 wAtcH SyNeRy 2.. hmm.. oVeRaLL StiLL QuiTe aLriGhT.. i Lyt e gUzhEn n choiR! dEy r RatHeR gD~!