*~ 14th Feb 06~*

*~14th Feb 06~*~VaLeNtiNes DaE~*

hahaz..
dis dae..
tues..
a working dae..
yet its still a special dae..
bcoz its V dae!
hahaz..
met him aft work..
den we ate at harbourfrt..
breeks..
bt..
deres a pc of plastic in my food..
yucks!
den complain 2 e manger abt it..
n gt complimentary drinks..
shld haf demanded nt 2 pay svc charge huh..
bt wad 2 do..
was in a gd mood tt dae..
hahaz..

den went sentosa..
n we took cable car!
hahaz quite scary intially..
coz i'm scared of cable car rides larz..
so high..
so confined..
bt still felt reassured..
coz tk wif him mahz..
hahaz..
tt's another ting i lyt abt him..
gif me a sense of an quan gan..
n his presence mks me feel assured n at ease..
supposed 2 b in tym 4 sunset..
bt coz of e toopid incident at breeks..
bt its okayz..
his bringing me dere 2 c again nxt tym..
hahaz..

den went 2 c musical fountain..
bt missed e last show at cinemax coz of toopid breeks again..
=(
bt again..
he promised 2 bring me dere again nxt tym..
hahaz..

limted tym..
so din get 2 spend much tym dere..
was in quite a rush..
rushing 2 catch all e shows n rides n all..
bt still..
so fun..
hahaz..
din noe he wld plan so much tings..
amazing!
hahaz.. dis tym reallie din xpect it..
farnie..

19 fEb 2006, SunDay

*~ 19th FebRuAry 06~*

2dae is sunday once again.. which means tt tml i gt 2 go back to work again.. hopefully tings will go well & no blur-ness or carelessness on my part.. lst wk made a few mistakes.. so tired frm lack of slp everydae.. its a vicious cycle man.. den so distracted & cant conc or rem tings as well.. haiz.. sadded.. gt 2 slp earli 2dae.. dun wan go work in a trance again.. so bz dere n everything.. if cant conc coz of exhaustion.. can mk alot of mistakes.. dangerous.. haiz.. n cnot tk 2 much initiatives.. muz listen 2 instructions.. e 1 major error i made last wk due 2 taking initiatives arhz.. scare e hell out of me.. luckily no damage done.. wasnt suppose 2 send ani emails out 2 e whole company.. bt boss so long din sae anitink.. so i tot i wld tk e initiative & hlp her send out.. in e end.. nearly gt her into trouble.. den her reaction so big & agitated.. scare e hell out of me man.. wah.. den gt dis colleague whose being working dere 4 lyt almost 4 mths?? n she was so stressed out 1 dae tt she juz broke dwn n started crying.. which reminds me.. i haben fin her tings yet.. in fact e stuff i was hlping her wif.. still gt alot 2 match.. juz started.. cant hlp it larz.. kpt getting interrupted by other tings which my boss ask me 2 do.. reallie arhz.. was so free e dae b4.. nobody nid my hlp.. den juz wen i'm hlpg another person wif sth.. everybody nds my hlp.. wads up man.. haiz.. bth.. 4eva lyt tt.. oh anw.. she's under so much stress tt she cant tk it n broke dwn.. bt tt tym it was alr off work.. den i juz fin hlpg my boss wif tings n waiting 2 hlp her bring sth up frm her car 2 e office b4 gg hm.. tt was lyt arnd wad? 7pm? n i was supposed 2 fin work at 5.30pm.. hahaz.. so poor ting.. she's lyt working ot everydae? n she's juz a admin clerk in a nt so impt dept.. hmm.. or rather.. our dept is impt in e sense tt we r suppose 2 settle almost everyone's probs.. bt.. nt e impt dept lyt wad finance? HR? nt e high flying corporate ladder type of dept larz.. juz a bao ka liao 1.. 4 such position & i xpect such low pay.. although deres ot.. still.. e mental stress she's suffering.. n e hard work tt no big boss will noe of.. its rather wasted.. working hard alone ish nt gg 2 hlp u much in e corporate world.. working smart will.. juz lyt almost everywhere u go.. studying hard wunt hlp u get gd grades.. studying smart will.. which reminds me.. 'A' lvls results cuming out sn.. haiz..
hope tings goes well.. *pr prays hard*

*~11 February 2006~*

whew.. finally.. gt 2 rest aft an entire week's of tiring work.. n i tink nobody will reallie believe me if i tel dem i'm juz a temp admin asst.. almost doing O T everydae.. work till almost 9 on thurs? den everydae earliest go off arnd 6+ or even later?? so tired.. n its mentally exhausting.. den work till so late wif onli 2 meals a dae.. breakfast & lunch.. den my lunch at 12.30?? wah.. nearly had gastric again on thurs.. coz work till almost 9 without eating.. bth.. wah.. if reallie work till my gastric starts again.. den reallie nutink 2 sae man.. met up wif ly n cl on fri aft work.. e 3 of us din go out tgt as a grp 4 so long.. since lyt e xmas dinner? our times alwaez clashed larz.. mostly onli managed to mit ly.. chatted alot.. crapping away n toking rots.. so fun! hahaz.. den we sat at coffee club.. drinking our mochas.. n i tel u! manhatten fish mkt gt weird waiters n waitresses! hahaz bt again e entire nite we're plagued by weirdos.. hahaz.. even wen i was signing my masters card transaction.. deres a weird guy hu kpt looking at me.. wan my signature issit?? i noe its in chi n its v nice.. bt still.. dun lyt tt mahz.. i'll paiseh 1 lehz.. hahaz.. gt 2 start looking 4 job soon again.. time flies.. e 1 mth contract ending.. n since deres new perm staff cuming.. doubt dey will renew my contract.. haiz.. 'O' lvl results released yest.. which means 'A' lvls ish cuming out soon 2.. so scared.. hopefully tings turns out well n i can get into nus fass.. haiz.. otherwise.. duno wad 2 do man.. *pr starts praying* pray 4 me my frenz n wish me all e best..

*~5th fEb 06~*

haiz............................ i'm so bored.. his playing mj n i'm juz sitting behind him playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp n playing comp..................................................................................................................
yawnssssssssss............................... n i'm bored.. can ur c exactly how so i am?????? hahx.. bz working during wk daez.. so bz.. i'm almost lyt working ot every dae bt luckily deres ot pay so still nt tt bad.. bt sometimes its still v tiring.. mental work all dae long.. n since i'm posted 2 e General Affairs dept.. we r supposed 2 deal wif all kinds of tings frm booking of air tix n carpark coupons to packing oranges 4 cny n distributing stationaries.. interesting rite.. hahaz.. e bao ka liao dept.. bt at least tt means everytink ish constantly changing.. nt so monotonous.. nt as boring n at least i put myself 2 gd use?? hahaz bt if u tel ppl i do ot every dae n i'm onli temp staff getting $6.50/hr flat.. i doubt mych ppl will believe?? hahaz.. i wan go swimming! so long since i last swam! n 2dae's weather so gd 2.. oh.. n cny ish cuming 2 an end.. almost collected all ang pows.. nt much?? bt again.. $$ ish alwaez nt enuff.. hu eva gets enuff $$?? lyt u dun c e millonaire complaining tt dey gt 2 much $$ or lyt e way gers dun eva complain tt dey haf gt 2 much clothes n nail polish n bags n belts n accessories etc etc.. hahz.. although e bfs do complain.. bt tt's e diff betw guyz n gers rite.. so since its our nature so dey can hardly fault us rite.. so bf.. plz stop complaining.. i dun haf enuff bags n nail polish n clothesn lotsa of tings.. hahaz..