*~7th Aug 2006~*

hmm.. i've gt 240 points left in my prog ac aft bidding..
nw i'm left wif e bidding of gem n ssa..
shall bid for dem on thurs den..
bt so far.. e bidders for ssa-spore studies has alr exceeded e available vacancies..
damn.. so mani ppl wanting to tk tt course..
haiz.. y issit tt i alwaez lyt mods tt r so popular n costly?
hopefully i can managed to get my mods..
n my plans for a 3 dae wk wunt b thwarted..

im gg o wk ltr! hahaz.. wonder if it will b fun.. e nite venture n stuff..
e 1 we had during arts camp sure was scary!
scare e hell out of me n prob killed tons of my brain cells..
n i tot i was reasonably fearless for a girl..
hu cld xpect tt i ended up screaming tym aft tym?
hmm.. *so exciting! lalalala!*

*~4th AuG 2006~*

aiyohz.. me n my blurness..
nearly missed bidding if nt for e kind reminders frm others..
-_-'''
haiz.. nxt tym guess i beta log in everydae..
by den my laptop will b here..
so guess it wld b more convenient..
aft all.. wunt hafta fight wif my sis over her comp..
n since its her comp..
n its in her rm..
e chances of her hogging it is pretty high larz..

econs, soci n ts exp bidders all exceeded e available vacancy!!
gosh! y?? i tot econs is e onli expensive 1 among all e mods im bidding..
bt soci too??
n although i noe soci is relatively popular..
bt y issit more ex den econs??
n ts bidders exceeded e vacancy too..
aiyohz..
dey beta return some pts back to me..
else dere goes all my pts..
hmm..

waiting for close bidding nw..
den aft i allocated e pts accordingly..
i can do my other stuff..
hahaz coz i haf no more pts..
bt gt to start bidding for my gem n ssa too..
hmm.. tink i beta check e timetable again..
silly me..
haiz..

*~27th JuLy 2006~*

oh man.. looking thru e mod info again..
somebody plz tell me GEK mods r sci gems! n tt i dun hafta tk ani mods frm sci fac!!
i'll flunk sci mod can??
i skipped chem mods totally e moment i saw "organic chem" n stuff..
my organic chem sux can..
e last tym i touch sci is in sec sch?
n i copied almost all of my chem prac ans frm my frenz??
i even went to e extent of peeping at ppl's experiments during O lvl chem prac??
so can u imagine juz how bad is my sci??
phy is relatively beta.. bt 1 of my fren hu used to b sci student gt C for e no exam phy mod!
oh man..
i dun wan tk sci!! plz! nooOOOoooOoooOOOooOoOOOoOoOOoOoOoOooOoOoOOOOOOoooO!!!!
shall ask arnd n hopefully sth gd will turn out of e GEK mods under fass..
so mani much more interesting 1s..

*~26th July 2006~*

gosh..
juz checked e lect timetable..
EC1101E exam falls on my bdae!! in e morn somemore!!
aiyohz.. gt to plan tings properly..
mk sure deres no other papers immediately on e nxt dae..
den at least still can celebrate wif my darling aft e paper..
as for my dear frenz..
hehex.. plz b patient..
u can date me out 4 celebration aft exams..
e CORRS syst is so chim!
so complex n troublesome..
e requirements n all ish even worst alright..
fumbling along as best as i can nw..
trying to plan e best timetable n to fully utilise e loopholes of e syst..
aim : 4 dae wk!! no sch on thurs!! =D
den i can play hard n studying smart! woohoo!
so far.. onli noe tt i'll definitely tk econs n soci 1101E..
as for e rest..
i haf an idea of wad interests me n wad i wan to tk..
e main n biggest prob is e allocation n catergorization of dis mod..
wad requirement to put it under..
which sem to tk to fully utilise it..
how to spread out e curriculum..
tings r so flexible its causing me a headache..
till i can fully master e art of CORRS..
i juz gt to kp fumbling along..
n in e meantime pray tt my decision is correct n adapt faster..

hmm.. wonder wad dear ish doing nw..
chasing lions in africa??
interacting wif e red indians??
or catching up wif his monkeys??
hahahahahahz..
wadeva it is..
my mind is painting a super hilarious piX!
aint it exctiting???!!!
*So exciting lalalala!*

hmm..
shld i join O wk as freshie??
shld haf called back immediately upon discovering e miss call..
it cld haf been notifiaction of acceptance as junior councillor instead of rejection..
arghz..
wadeva..
dun even noe wen is e reg date closing..
guess i beta go check up or sth..

*Quote of e dae*
ignorance is nt bliss! it is nb in e adult world! n definitely nt so in nus!

*~ 23rd JuLy 2006 ~*

darling gg overseas tml.. gg africa..
look at e zebras n cheetahs n elephants..
9 daez without seeing him..
im gg to miss him..
hmm.. hopefully he wunt get abducted by his long lost monkey relatives over dere..
hahahz..
autumm over dere..
heard tt e weather is eva changing.. possibility of having all 4 seasons in a dae.. cool..
bt it oso increases e chances of falling ill..
darling beta tc ya..

ooh..
n im gg ktv on tues!!
wif my og!! woohoo!
so long din sing alr..
hahahz.. shall go dere n break all e glasses.. hahaz..

i luv u darling.. =D

*~ 18th JuLy 2006 ~*

2dae ish a sad dae..
cl ish gg overseas..
haiz..
for a year and a half thereabouts..
wonder if she can mk it back for my bdae..
bt e term break being so short n all..
duno if deres sufficient tym..

quitted my job at canon last fri..
last dae dere..
took quite a few pix..
Ade made me cry wen i was abt to go off..
came n hug me.. n dere both of us started crying..
haiz.. saddening..
she's so swt..
bought me a tee on top of e lunch treat..
aint tt swt..
guess she muz haf reallie lyt me alot..
coz i tink im e most fortunate temp staff dere..
gt expensive treat frm her..
den she offered to hlp me pay for e dept dinner shld i wan to go.. (temp staff arent allowed to enjoy tt free treat courtesy of company welfare)
den still bought me present..
Ade ish my manager btw in case u r lost..

hmm.. den e past few daez has been great!!
deres blading by e beach! badminton! dinner wif my peeps n crazy photo taking sessions! shopping! woohoo!!
everydae feels lyt sundae!
hahaz.. bt todae so bored.. nutink to do..
staying at hm..
yawnz..
bt its okayz..
juz nice.. can upload e digi cam pix n edit dem..
which i haben had e chance to do..
haben even develop e pix i took wif dear since lyt wad? jan?? feb? or issit dec last yr?? *gasps!*

hahaz..
4 once im so efficient..
looking for odd jobs to pass my tym till sch starts..
so bored can..
n cant play too much else ltr no money.. hahaz
gg 2 check out the hotel lounge job tml..
bt it starts abit late..
7pm to 1am..
tpt provided..
wonder if mum will mind..
n tt toopid canon guy!
din reply my sms..
wth! n to tink tt tym he kpt pestering me to work for his sales team..
arghz!
juz wen i nd a job.. deres no news frm him..
tink i beta call him up sn..
arghz..
tt's lyt e best job so far.. work wk ends.. 2 times a wk.. reasonable pay n comm..
juz nice.. hahahz.. provided i can still get it..
*pr prays tt he returns her call wif job offer sn!*
alright.. tk a look at my pix! taken yest at chomp n along serangoon roads..




ooh.. we looked so blue..


I'm starved!! FOOD FOOD FOOD!!


*No Jaywalking*

*~02 JuLy 2006~*

wOoo~! 2dae ish Sun again..
which means tml work dae!
haiz..
juz ended arts camp last fri..
so fun! n avivians rox! SAY SAY SAY!!
guyz u reallie rox!
was rather worried abt miting unfriendly ppl initially..
bt in e end?? i met great ppl!
n guess wad??
we gt e best og grp!!
Aviva!!
wOooOOoo!!
all e fun n sweat..
clubbing wif my hot babes!
wOooHoOo!
i miss arts camp!
feel so weird at hm nw.. instead of prancing n jumping abt in nus nw..
hahaz.. bt its okayz!!
coz Avivians will unite dis cuming sun!
we're gg steamboat n kite flying n ktv!!
wOoHOo!!
*~So exciting Lalalala!!~*

heres some great pix tt was taken wif me n my peeps!

pix 1 ~mE~yipz~dawn~

pix 2 ~mE~dyLan~dAwn~

piX 3 ~mE~dAwN~hAn WeN~ZuRa~

pix 4 ~tEck~andrEw~mE~LijuN~dAWn~mitCh~

pix 5 ~andReW~mE~dAwN~

piX 6 ~mE~hAo~dAwN~

piX 7 ~mE~ShaRon~gEoRgiNa~dAwN~

piX 8 ~GeoRginA~DaWn~SeLeNa~ShAroN~mE~jiA Min


piX 9 ~tEck~andrEw~SuNnY~ShaRon~HaN WeN~mE~DaWn~


piX 10 ~mE~hAn WeN~

piX 11 ~JiA miN~mE~

*~25th June 2006~*

hmm.. 2dae ish sun..
tml is Mon.. 26th June 2006..
which is oso e 1st dae of ARTS camP!!
so exciting!
wonder if the ppl dere r nice n friendly.. n fun 2 b wif..
hopefully can click wif dem immediately..
hope e camp will b a fun n fruitful 1 n tt i will mit mani new frenz n mk a lot of gd frenz 2!! hahaz..

wish me luck!
while i shall strive my v best nt 2 b stranger shy tml n play 2 e fullest!
p/s: e slpg bag ish so small..
bt its v spongy n comfy though..
bt nt enuff space 4 me to stretch!
hahahahahahahaz..

oh!! n aft tt gt 4e3 chalet!!
so long din c dem!
hahaz so xciting!!
a whole wk of fun filled events!

*~22nd June 2006~*

woohoo!! 3 more days to arts camp!!
so xciting!!
wonder how it will b lyt..
although i alr noe some of e activities n guessed some of it.. hahaz
gay pubs..
pool games..
speed dating..
fright night..
house games..
competitions..
sun.. sea.. sand.. FUN!! n cute guyz??
hahaz kidding.. dun b angri ya dear..
haiz.. broke his cup juz nw.. while washing it..
broke into 3 pieces..
sadded..
toopid me..
bt its okayz..
we r gg 2 look 4 a new set of cups..
hahaz..
he pay!!???
hehex..
thx 4 e new shoe darling!
nice! i luv e colors! green n brown n pink!
bt new shoe larz..
hurts my feet..
bt i applied wax alr..
so shld b much beta..
dun worry abt my cough ya..
drank my med le..
haiz..
gt 2 start exercising..
e lack of exercise is weakening my bod.. worsening my asthma..
i wan go swimming!!
bt ly ish alwaez working wen im free..
n public pool ish so dirty..
i dun wan 2 c floating pieces of shit at e bottom of e pooL!!!
ewww!
lyt how can dey even managed 2 do tt?
lyt SHITting in e pool wif ur swimming costume on??
amazing!!

*~ 17th JuN 2006 ~*

oh man!! nw its mid jun alr!
1 more wk 2 arts camp!!
hahaz.. so xciting!!
wonder if it will reallie b as gd as it sounds..
hope e ppl dere r friendly..
gg dere alone..
alittle scared 2 sae e truth..
or rather..
v scared!!
i'm stranger shy rem??
hope tings turn out well..
n i mk mani gd frenz..
n wunt feel alone in uni..
i dun wan 2 b a aimlessly roaming ghost!!
haiz..
oh!!
n i met 3 nus students at canon!!
finally!!
somebody frm uni!!
hahaz..
bt those 2 tt r gg in dis yr r nt frm my fac..
e fass student is in yr 2 dis yr..
n she seems a bit proud 2 b my senior lyt tt..
-_-"'
i duno her well..
bt my colleagues sae she's arrogant.. n proud..
dey dun lyt her..
hmm..
4 more wks left working in canon!!
hahahz!!
n guess wad?
dey found a replacement staff 4 e perm staff hu resigned in may!!
den i dun hafta do her stuff anymore..
although i'm getting comfy at e seat..
wif e fone n all..
n e big table n vast ss of stationery..
do i sound lyt a pathetic temp staf for wad..
hmm..
nd 2 buy sch bag..
n lotsa clothes..
n at e same tym..
gt 2 save up 3k..
hahaz den i'll get a free wallet!!
hehex..

*~3rd June 2006~*

tym flies..
so fast.. its jun alr..
another 2 more mth 2 sch starts..
n a few more wks to camp..
n 4e3 clz chalet..
=)
been such a long tym since our clz met up..
hopefully e weather is gd n tings turn out well..
lotsa happiness and fun..
mani laughter..
n happi camping..
went sentosa tt tym.. hmm..
e dae i was on leave 2 submit my hall app..
bt it was raining so heavily at nus b4 tt..
totally drenched..
n he was so angri..
coz he gt splashed by a passing bus.. hahaz..
totally ruined his impression of nus..
hmm..
den we reached sentosa arnd 5+..
by den.. although it wasnt raining anymore..
bt e sun is dwn alr..
almost..
din even managed to tan..
-_-'''

den we juz walked arnd e beach awhile..
wrote some toopid tings on e sand..
splashed arnd abit..
den changed n toured arnd e island..
went 4 e 4D magix ride..
so farnie.. bt abit x though..
n we took alot of farnie pix 2..
haben upload it yet though..
din haf e chance..
coz i'm either 2 bz 2 use comp or my dad took it out wen he went to work..

den we went wakeboard on sun..
hahaz.. so farnie..
n left us wif aches all over e nxt 2 daez..
n it was so difficult 2 bal!! onli managed 2 stood up once or twice in e whole 40 min or so tt i was learning?
e rest of e tym i was either falling dwn n drinking sea water or wakeboarding in squatting position..
farnie..
e photos tt jerald or wads his name? developed look so farnie 2!
n in some of e pix i looked weird! hahaz
especially e "squatting" wakeboarding position..
totally unglam..
hahaz.. n my expression of concentration looked farnie 2..

hmm.. n e other temp staff at my dept left e co..
her contract ended n dey arent xtending further..
sad..
nw i'm e onli temp left..
boring..
n i met 2 nus students! though dey r frm another dept..
1 is gg in dis yr.. e other nus yr 2 student..
so gd.. their dept gt uni students.. while my dept..
nobody frm my circle..
xianz..
cant wait 4 sch 2 start man.. haiz..

*~14th May 2006~*

stayed at hm e whole dae 2dae..
nutink 2 do..
so bored..
n i'm having constipation nw..
so xin gu..
3 daez without shitting..
haiz..
tink i shall go n drink some eno ltr..
n u noe wad?
my younger sis lost her fone yest..
poor ting..
gt stolen frm her bag on her way back frm tuition..
poor ting was so sad she cried herself 2 slp without even eating dinner..
new fone somemore..
lyt juz bought it dis yr?
hmm..
cancelled her sim card aft tt..
n my dad brought her 2 mk a police report..
so tt hopefully e police will tighten e security dere n such tings wldnt happen again in e future on some other poor soul..
was tinking tt its probably some deliquent hu did it..
tt.. or foreigners..
coz a hp is so cheap nwadaez..
sporeans arent likely 2 tk e risk n commit such petty crimes..
n deres alwaez cases of foreigners stealing n committing petty crimes in spore..
tt tym my fren's fone was stolen by a bangladesh or malay 2..
cldnt identify e race..
bt frm e way of dressing..
he dun look lyt a local..
so 2 all out dere..
plz b careful wif ur valuables in crowded places n especially wen ur keeping dem..
alot of pickpockets aimed on ppl wen dey r keeping..
den juz bumped into dem n grabbed e fone in e confusion..
hahaz.. n i uploaded e pix i took yest..
our breakfast..
hahaz..

dis ish e breakfast i made.. n which he arranged 4 me wen i wasnt looking..


dis ish our breakfast.. his is a egg n cheese burger.. mine ish a cheese n sugar burger..


hahaz.. den aft he arranged mine.. i arranged his for him 2.. e egg on his burger nt fried by me!!
he said he can fried beta.. coz mine look ugly.. wad do u tink?

*~13th May 2006~*

so xianz..
was supposed to go sentosa 2dae 1..
bt in e end.. ended up gg shopping..
coz deres showers and risk of lightning and thunder in e southern n western area in e aftnn..
damn..
n 2 tink i was all prepared 2 go out..
hahaz.. den went 2 town instead..
gd 4 me.. bad 4 him..
coz he ended up spending alot of $$..
deres e ajisen treat..
den deres e ring..
den deres e body lotion..
n e lip balm..
hahaz..
wah.. den e body shop sales girl v lihai..
n we were so blurcock..
act onli wanted 2 buy 1 bottle of body lotion 4 me..
tt cost lyt wad $16?
in e end bought a bottle of grapeseed lotion and honey lip balm 4 me..
n a bottle of cocoa butter hand n body lotion 4 his mum..
total $36..
y??
coz 2 items of each $10 n above entitles u 2 a 15%..
n aft tt.. we were $3 short of $30 for a stamp on e body shop card..
n we happened 2 b 1 stamp away frm e redemption of e free gift..
a bottle of free shower gel worth $10.90..
hahaz.. so in e end.. instead of buying 1 bottle of body lotion 4 me.. we bought 2..
1 for me n 1 4 his mum..
n since we gt 2 top up $3 n we duno wad 2 buy..
we bought a lip balm 4 me..
since i almost apply lip balm everydae n i can buy n kp 1st..
gt 2 buy another 1 in a few mths tym anw..
so..
tt's how e story goes..
wah..
n 2 tink tt we're so blurcock..
gt misled by e promotions..
no wonder dey can managed 2 open so mani outlets everywhere..
n poor dear..
1st tym he spent $100+ in a dae..
n 60% of it wasnt even his..
him being such a thrifty person hu dun spurlge on weird tings..
no wonder he was in shock 4 awhile aft tt..
hahaz..
unlike me..
so used 2 it..
n trying 2 curb it n prevent it frm happening..
wah..
n nwadaez..
kpt eating at restaurants..
so zhong ben..
cmi man..
lyt tt how 2 save $$??
din even buy much dis mth..
n i spent lyt wad almost $400 or more??
-_-"'
luckily my pay is cuming..
gt 2 get dem 2 speed up wif e crediting man..
so broke..
haiz..
n i'm supposed 2 b saving..
n u noe wad??
if i din rem wrongly..
jun ish a v impt mth..
nt world cup mind u..
bt..
GSS!!
GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!
am i rite?? am i rite??
huh? huh? huh??
wahahahaz!!
20% !
30% !
50% !
which means i'm gg 2 spend alot 2..
bt its okayz..
long term investment for uni clothes..
hahaz..
n its oso e tym wen i can fully utilise e amt of $$ i haf!!
hehex..
hmm..
tml shall stay at hm n watch full hse..
paint my nails..
n stamp e pattern on..
hahz.. den mon go work.. mei mei!
haiz.. mon gt 2 work.. xianz..
no more internet connection on my new comp..
e problematic miting ppt..
tt made me knock off at wad??? 8+??
on thurs??
ph eve??
n made ly waited for 1.5 hrs for me??
wtf???!!!
n my manager juz went off happily 2 enjoy her dae aft throwing tings so last min 2 me??
for her morn miting presentation tt's at 9am on mon??
f***ed up!
arghz!
work sux!

*~29th April 2006~*

wahahahaz!!
i gt nus acceptance letter alr!!
hahaz so happie!!
yest wen my dad brought hm e mail n i saw e big brown nus letter..
i nearly leaped at it can..
hahz..
bt wad abt smu??
call me 4 interview n end of story aft tt..
xianz..
bt its okayz..
hahaz..
nus fass accepted me!
hopefully i can get into hall 2!
hehex..
woo! so xciting!
den gt 2 enrol 4 e camps 2!
fass camp..
den if can get into hall gt 2 go 4 hall camp 2..
e hall camp is lyt wad 10 to 12 daez?
wah so long..
hahz gt 2 read thru e stuff n c wad i gt 2 do..
else it wld b bad if i missed out sth..
den gt 2 save up..
n enter uni a rich kid!
wahahaz!
coz i can predict tt alot of money wld b spent..
xianz..
n i nid a new job!!
dis job ish getting on my nerves..
haiz.. so boring..
n taxing..

*~26th April 2006 Wednesday~*

haiz..
y issit tt ppl gt their uni acceptance letter bt i gt nutink??
haiz!
y? y?
dun tel me dey dun wan me?
toopid..
aft 1 yr..
n another attempt..
n my results aren't tt bad either..
so worried..
xianz..
n smu din arrange ani interviews 4 me aft tt..
tot deres supposed 2 b 2 interviews?
weird..
weird..
or am i lyt rejected alr??
haiz..

hahaz..
i'm actually writing dis in e office..
came back earli frm lunch..
e rest of dem gt 2 cum back n rush thru their work..
me?
nt starting till end of my lunch tym..
i'm on hourly pay okayz..
work so hard 4 wad?
at most u'll juz get some thanks here n dere..
do during office hrs oso can wad..
n where's my pay??
e toopid agent din fwd my pay yet!
at least yest wen i checked its nt in..

supposed 2 go watch singapore idol ltr..
bt cant mk it on tym..
n deres high possibility of doing ot 2dae..
since deres GA Conference tml n dey dere mgt b rushing last min..
hopefully wunt stay long.. miting him ltr..
cant afford 2 do 2 much ot..
n his booking tml morn again 2.. aft staying in camp for 3 daez..

hmm..
xianz..
lunch tym is cuming 2 an end..
=(
bt tym = money!
so pr gt 2 jia you!




hahaz..
took dis pix last sun..
1st tym taking neoprint wif him..
so farnie..

*~16th april 2006 ~*

went "Curious" yest 4 ben, pn & robin's bdae celebration..
n e guyz..
dey gt so drunk!
in e end somebody had 2 send dem back coz dey cldnt even stand up on their own n walk properly..
n pn is e worst drunkard i've eva seen!
his super attitude can??
n kpt making weird noises..
-_-'"
den he puke n puke n puke..
mess up e whole place..
den had 2 force him 2 drink hot tea..
n he kpt tossing n turning..
so restless..
n look so xin gu..
aiyohz..
ben is e most guai 1..
hahaz..
juz sat dere n slp..
n wen he pukes, he pukes into e trash bag..
unlike pn..
hu pukes without warning..
n robin ish so farnie..
aft he gt drunk..
he went arnd toking 2 everybody be it tom dick or harry..
n..
he kpt telling us e same tings..
"i noe i drank 2 much 2nite n i noe i am drunk.. i'm v sorrie 4 tt bt i juz wan 2 mk sure tt u ladies r alright.. tt ur safe n sound.. tt ur alright.. n though im drunk n cant kp ur company.. i juz wan ur 2 b happie.."
hahaz!
sound so robin lyt!
bt.. still.. 2 much is lyt.. ermz?? farnie??
hahaz..
n my gosh! dey get so touchy wen dey r drunk!!
hahaz..
in e end me n ly stayed thru out..
went back arnd 2 or 3+..
din feel assured leaving dem dere lyt tt..
coz everybody ish drinking n so used 2 drunkards tt dey bcame alittle unconcerned..
hahaz.. me n ly ish still e best rite..
tk such gd care of dem..
hahaz.. besides tt guy hu tended 2 pn n robin thru out n even sent e 3 of dem back of coz..
his a gd fren man!
following robin arnd 2 stop him frm drinking..
coz wen ur drunk..
u dun stop till ur knocked out..
n pn..
plz rem 2 return kiat's $10 shirt to him! hahaz..
although it doesnt costs much n stinks frm his sentosa trip..
kiat still wants it back! hahaz so farnie!
e way he said it..

jUz toOk a PerSoNaLity TeSt..
LeTs c hOw tRuE iSh e ReSuLtS..

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*~ 9th aPriL 2006 ~*

had family gathering 2dae..
my mum's side..
all e kids..
add tgt..
OMG!!

all e screaming n e music frm e toys..
=_='''
bth..
bt wad 2 do..
kids r kids..

n my nephew ish so farnie..
sat beside me during lunch..
n halfway thru eating..
u noe wad he did?
he took my hand.. (as in literally whole hand frm e palm to my upper arms)
n started smelling it..
den..
he turn n said 2 me..
"ni hen xiang lehz"
-_-"'
n i was lyt..
"huh...?"
???????
aioyhz..
cartoon..

hmm..
i wan eat tao huay..
tao huay tao huay tao huay tao hauy tao huay..
wheres my tao huay??
huh? huh? huh?
hg green tao huay where??
huh? huh? huh?

tml.. ish another work dae..
*sighz*
man r so difficult to satisfy..
wen dey r idle n doing nutink..
dey complain..
wen dey r bz n doing sth..
dey complain..
y??
tt's bcoz dey r human beings..
n human beings r nt perfect..

does anyone unds wad im toking abt??

another 2 more mths..
den rest 4 a mth..
den sch starts..
wonder wen e posting results will b out..

hmm..
sometimes..
i feel lyt im left behind..
tt everybody has moved ahead whereas im e onli 1 walking on e spot..
nt moving forward nor backward..
juz stuck at the same spot..
it saddens me..
i dun lyt 2 b left behind..
bt i cant do anitink abt it..
some tings juz cnot b forced..
am i wrong 2 feel dis?
i guess..
im onli human..

*~ 8th ApRiL 2006 ~*

hmm..
i tink i shld change my blog skin n all e decor..
n upload more pix n all..
its getting boring 2 me..
n i tink i nid e dae 2 b 30 hrs instead of 24 hrs instead..
den i can work ot n yet still haf enuff slp..
n enuff tym 2 play..
n go out n play..
n accompany him..
i dun haf even tym!
n y is e wk end so short??
sat is cuming 2 an end!!
so fast..
n i dun even feel rested??
n i din even play enuff??
life ish sad..
or issit??
hahaz.. went 4 interview wif smu on mon..
went in n chit chat wif dem..
laugh thru out e session..
bt wad will e outcome b??
nobody noes..
4 nw..
hmm..
i wan go sea sports camp!!
bt its on tues, wed n thurs!!
can i tk 3 daez of leave consecutively???
plz.. somebody plz approve my leave!
so tt i can go wakeboarding..
n sailing!!
n i wan eat orh dan!!!
haiz..

23rd march 06

*~23rd MaRch 2006~*miDniGht ~*

So sianz..
everydae wake up go work..
off work cum back eat bath slp..
slp wake up go work..
n e cycle repeats dae in dae out mon to fri..
its boring me..
n its so physically n mentally taxing till i dun feel lyt gg out aft work..
else will feel so drained e nxt dae..
no energy 2 work..
sux man..
haiz..
wen my contract fin..
n b4 i start sch..
i'm gg 2 havoc!! mk up 4 all e lost tym..
tan till chao ta!
play mj n win big!
sing ktv till i go hoarse!
n party till i drop!

XIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
give me back my life!!!!!!!!!!
toopid canon!!!!!
canon sux!!
exploiting its staff esp temp staff!
oh man!
i'm nb eva gg 2 land myself in such lousy welfare job nxt tym man..
gosh!
lyt work so hard 4 wad??
u dun even get e chance 2 spend it!
n even if u do..
e effort u put in 2 reap tt pathetic amt of salary has alr caused side effects to ur mental welfare..
mk u a pathetic person..
so toopid..
wad is dis man??
sporeans shldnt work so hard..
loosen up man!
everybody!

19th March 06

*~ 19th MaRcH 2006~*

hmm..
sunday again..
mon tml..
work dae again..
e admin job is burning me out man..
xianz..

fell sick working..
gt cough n flu nw..
since fri..
bt fri worse..
kpt coughing n coughing..
bt took some medicine aft i gt hm..
still recovering nw..
cough worsens especially wen i'm v cold..
dis job is training my stress management n multi tasking ability man..
gt headache twice coz of work since i started in end feb..
amazing..

2dae din go out..
stayed at hm..
2 tired 2 go out..
e flu n cough is draining my energy..
n besides i gt 2 clean my rm n register 4 smu..
mb ltr go my cousin's hse n do..
den 2nite slp earlier..
hopefully tml will wake up feeling beta..

hahaz..
getting older..
seems 2 haf little life n social activities aft i started dis job..
wad is dis man..
horrible..
perhaps i shld go back 2 my old lifestyle..
start clubbing n staying out late??

i wan go beach!!
someone plz bring me go!
n irrelavant ppl plz stay away frm sentosa beaches on wk ends!
hahaz den i can go suntan..
laze under the sun..
enjoy e heat n e wind n e water..
n play vb..
kayak..
den go km8 jacuzzi..
n end wif dinner at bora bora..
wah..

dear god if ur listening..
plz ans my prayers n kp e crowd away frm sentosa on wk ends..
amen..

*~ 14th Feb 06~*

*~14th Feb 06~*~VaLeNtiNes DaE~*

hahaz..
dis dae..
tues..
a working dae..
yet its still a special dae..
bcoz its V dae!
hahaz..
met him aft work..
den we ate at harbourfrt..
breeks..
bt..
deres a pc of plastic in my food..
yucks!
den complain 2 e manger abt it..
n gt complimentary drinks..
shld haf demanded nt 2 pay svc charge huh..
bt wad 2 do..
was in a gd mood tt dae..
hahaz..

den went sentosa..
n we took cable car!
hahaz quite scary intially..
coz i'm scared of cable car rides larz..
so high..
so confined..
bt still felt reassured..
coz tk wif him mahz..
hahaz..
tt's another ting i lyt abt him..
gif me a sense of an quan gan..
n his presence mks me feel assured n at ease..
supposed 2 b in tym 4 sunset..
bt coz of e toopid incident at breeks..
bt its okayz..
his bringing me dere 2 c again nxt tym..
hahaz..

den went 2 c musical fountain..
bt missed e last show at cinemax coz of toopid breeks again..
=(
bt again..
he promised 2 bring me dere again nxt tym..
hahaz..

limted tym..
so din get 2 spend much tym dere..
was in quite a rush..
rushing 2 catch all e shows n rides n all..
bt still..
so fun..
hahaz..
din noe he wld plan so much tings..
amazing!
hahaz.. dis tym reallie din xpect it..
farnie..

19 fEb 2006, SunDay

*~ 19th FebRuAry 06~*

2dae is sunday once again.. which means tt tml i gt 2 go back to work again.. hopefully tings will go well & no blur-ness or carelessness on my part.. lst wk made a few mistakes.. so tired frm lack of slp everydae.. its a vicious cycle man.. den so distracted & cant conc or rem tings as well.. haiz.. sadded.. gt 2 slp earli 2dae.. dun wan go work in a trance again.. so bz dere n everything.. if cant conc coz of exhaustion.. can mk alot of mistakes.. dangerous.. haiz.. n cnot tk 2 much initiatives.. muz listen 2 instructions.. e 1 major error i made last wk due 2 taking initiatives arhz.. scare e hell out of me.. luckily no damage done.. wasnt suppose 2 send ani emails out 2 e whole company.. bt boss so long din sae anitink.. so i tot i wld tk e initiative & hlp her send out.. in e end.. nearly gt her into trouble.. den her reaction so big & agitated.. scare e hell out of me man.. wah.. den gt dis colleague whose being working dere 4 lyt almost 4 mths?? n she was so stressed out 1 dae tt she juz broke dwn n started crying.. which reminds me.. i haben fin her tings yet.. in fact e stuff i was hlping her wif.. still gt alot 2 match.. juz started.. cant hlp it larz.. kpt getting interrupted by other tings which my boss ask me 2 do.. reallie arhz.. was so free e dae b4.. nobody nid my hlp.. den juz wen i'm hlpg another person wif sth.. everybody nds my hlp.. wads up man.. haiz.. bth.. 4eva lyt tt.. oh anw.. she's under so much stress tt she cant tk it n broke dwn.. bt tt tym it was alr off work.. den i juz fin hlpg my boss wif tings n waiting 2 hlp her bring sth up frm her car 2 e office b4 gg hm.. tt was lyt arnd wad? 7pm? n i was supposed 2 fin work at 5.30pm.. hahaz.. so poor ting.. she's lyt working ot everydae? n she's juz a admin clerk in a nt so impt dept.. hmm.. or rather.. our dept is impt in e sense tt we r suppose 2 settle almost everyone's probs.. bt.. nt e impt dept lyt wad finance? HR? nt e high flying corporate ladder type of dept larz.. juz a bao ka liao 1.. 4 such position & i xpect such low pay.. although deres ot.. still.. e mental stress she's suffering.. n e hard work tt no big boss will noe of.. its rather wasted.. working hard alone ish nt gg 2 hlp u much in e corporate world.. working smart will.. juz lyt almost everywhere u go.. studying hard wunt hlp u get gd grades.. studying smart will.. which reminds me.. 'A' lvls results cuming out sn.. haiz..
hope tings goes well.. *pr prays hard*

*~11 February 2006~*

whew.. finally.. gt 2 rest aft an entire week's of tiring work.. n i tink nobody will reallie believe me if i tel dem i'm juz a temp admin asst.. almost doing O T everydae.. work till almost 9 on thurs? den everydae earliest go off arnd 6+ or even later?? so tired.. n its mentally exhausting.. den work till so late wif onli 2 meals a dae.. breakfast & lunch.. den my lunch at 12.30?? wah.. nearly had gastric again on thurs.. coz work till almost 9 without eating.. bth.. wah.. if reallie work till my gastric starts again.. den reallie nutink 2 sae man.. met up wif ly n cl on fri aft work.. e 3 of us din go out tgt as a grp 4 so long.. since lyt e xmas dinner? our times alwaez clashed larz.. mostly onli managed to mit ly.. chatted alot.. crapping away n toking rots.. so fun! hahaz.. den we sat at coffee club.. drinking our mochas.. n i tel u! manhatten fish mkt gt weird waiters n waitresses! hahaz bt again e entire nite we're plagued by weirdos.. hahaz.. even wen i was signing my masters card transaction.. deres a weird guy hu kpt looking at me.. wan my signature issit?? i noe its in chi n its v nice.. bt still.. dun lyt tt mahz.. i'll paiseh 1 lehz.. hahaz.. gt 2 start looking 4 job soon again.. time flies.. e 1 mth contract ending.. n since deres new perm staff cuming.. doubt dey will renew my contract.. haiz.. 'O' lvl results released yest.. which means 'A' lvls ish cuming out soon 2.. so scared.. hopefully tings turns out well n i can get into nus fass.. haiz.. otherwise.. duno wad 2 do man.. *pr starts praying* pray 4 me my frenz n wish me all e best..

*~5th fEb 06~*

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yawnssssssssss............................... n i'm bored.. can ur c exactly how so i am?????? hahx.. bz working during wk daez.. so bz.. i'm almost lyt working ot every dae bt luckily deres ot pay so still nt tt bad.. bt sometimes its still v tiring.. mental work all dae long.. n since i'm posted 2 e General Affairs dept.. we r supposed 2 deal wif all kinds of tings frm booking of air tix n carpark coupons to packing oranges 4 cny n distributing stationaries.. interesting rite.. hahaz.. e bao ka liao dept.. bt at least tt means everytink ish constantly changing.. nt so monotonous.. nt as boring n at least i put myself 2 gd use?? hahaz bt if u tel ppl i do ot every dae n i'm onli temp staff getting $6.50/hr flat.. i doubt mych ppl will believe?? hahaz.. i wan go swimming! so long since i last swam! n 2dae's weather so gd 2.. oh.. n cny ish cuming 2 an end.. almost collected all ang pows.. nt much?? bt again.. $$ ish alwaez nt enuff.. hu eva gets enuff $$?? lyt u dun c e millonaire complaining tt dey gt 2 much $$ or lyt e way gers dun eva complain tt dey haf gt 2 much clothes n nail polish n bags n belts n accessories etc etc.. hahz.. although e bfs do complain.. bt tt's e diff betw guyz n gers rite.. so since its our nature so dey can hardly fault us rite.. so bf.. plz stop complaining.. i dun haf enuff bags n nail polish n clothesn lotsa of tings.. hahaz..